Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I CHING DREAMS ECHOING AND MEMORY SEEING IN UNCERTAINTY




OUT OF DREAMS AND ECHOIC...THE ROHMER FILM OF ASTREA AND CELADON...THE PLATEAU OF SLEEPINGS IN THE MIDST OF WOMEN IN OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES...


DRAMAS OF INNER HUNGRY GHOSTS AND WOONDEADNESS COMING TO LIFE...

ANGERS IN RELEASES...TO TAKE WHAT ONE FEELS IS ONE'S RIGHT AS SO MUCH INSIDE CLUSTERS...THE PRESSURE COOKER OF ADS AND DREAMS...THE CONTAINERS OF STORAGE, BLOCKINGS AND WISHINGS...THE KNOWINGS THAT I CAN'T HOLD IT...

SEEING AND BREATHING IT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO HAVE IT...BETTER TO SHUT IT DOWN AND HAVE CERTAINTY...


THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE CHANCE... THE CHANGE... THE IRREVERSIBLE...THE ADVICE AND THE WARNING...

A CAVEAT EMPTOR IN 'BEWARE' SETS THE TONE OF VULNERABILITY IN PUNISHMENT AS DEFENSES DEFINE AND BECOME 'SELF FULFILLING PROPHECIES'...THE CERTAINTY IN CONTROLZ OF POWER CONSENTS...

IF YOU DO THAT YOU WILL HAVE TO 'SUFFER' TO SUSTAIN MY VIEW AND RELATION...IT IS POWER GREATER THAN TRUTH OF URGENCY AS ONE SEEKS TO LEAVE CONTAINERS OF SAFE AND SOUND...

I CHING...THE HEXAGRAMS OF WINDS AND WAYS TO DIVINATION...WHAT RINGS TRUE TO REAL 'INNER NECESSITY' OUT OF THE CONSTRAINTS OF PEERS AND INSTITUTIONAL COMPRESSIONS OF BELIEF...A FREEING OF REALNESS...

'I WAS CRAZED AND ...I DIDN'T CARE ANYMORE'...

TO TEMPER ACTIONS OUT OF MERE ESCAPE OR PACIFICATION...TO CHOOSE WISELY IN A FULLNESS OF EMOTION KNOWING 'FELT' YET TEMPERED IN PURPOSE WITH THE WISDOM OF IDENTITY BECOMING...

TO ENCOUNTER...

THE DESIRE TO GO AWAY...TO LET GO OF SO MUCH THAT SAYS 'IT IS NOT POSSIBLE'...

THE DEMANDS AND BINDS...

'IF YOU EVER LOVED ME... PROTECT ME... DO IT NOW'...

'WHERE WERE YOU... WHERE WAS HE...SHE...

'I DONT CARE......JUST MAKE IT SOMEBODY ELSES PROBLEM'...

'I HAVE TO GET 'SOMETHING' FOR ALL OF THIS STRUGGLE'...



'TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THAT TIME...ALL THOSE LIMITED CHOICES AND HOOPS TO JUMP THROUGH'...

'WHAT SHOULD I DO AS THE SHADOWS IN MY HEART DIE IN A QUEST OF READINESS  AS I EMERGE OUT OF UNDER RHYTHMS AND UNDER CURRENCY INTO ECHOES OF A PLATEAU OF NARCISSISTIC BLINDNESS...KNOWING HOW VANITY DOES STRANGE THINGS...

I REACH TO GRASP TO TAKE CARE OF WHAT FEELS ALIVE YET DOES NOT GET TO BE ...I STRETCH TO BIRTH THE HEALED PLACES OUT OF A LAW OF FLAWS AND 'MANAGE THE DAMAGE' WAY...

I SEE THE DEATH OF AMBITION IN THE TRUINGS OF VULNERABILITY AS I REDIRECT AND REFORM OUT OF POSTURAL DISTORTIONS AND THE DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY OF POETIC REVERIE AND MEMORY FANTASY TIMBRE...

HOOPS AND WHIPPED CREAM NIPPLES OF A CINDERELLA
A GOLDEN EAR 'RINGED BOXER' MAN SHOVING PISTACCHIO ICE CREAM
UP AN ICE QUEEN NEFERTITI'S NOSE IN SUMMER TIME FIRE
DANCING ON MANHATTAN DREAMS ASCENDING
LIKE HOT AIR BALLOONS ACROSS LEMNISCATE WONDERS
FOR ONLY ONE LIFE OF REGRET OF LAUGHTER AND TEARS
TUNES INTO A STARRY NIGHT OF SWIRLING DESIRES
IN CHALK CO-'LATTE' CASTRATION EARS OF 'VINCENT'
WITHIN THERE IS A HEART DAZE OF VANITY FEAR
CREATING 'PEACE SIGNS' ON CART WHEELS IN WHEAT FIELDS
THE SO CLOSE FAR AWAY TIME OF BROWS OF MISSED 'BEATS'
BREATHING AS A BURDENED EMPTINESS OF ELBOWS ON FIRE
WALKING 5TH AVENUE IN STREET FAIR PRESENCE OF EMOTIONAL LANDSCAPES
A 'POOF' PASSAGE OUT OF 'WE WERE NEVER ALLOWED TO FEEL LIKE THAT'...

SO 'LOSING BECOMES WINNING' EVEN AS THE WAY BECOMES REAL DESIRE
REALIZATION THAT THE 'DISTANCINGS FROM ORIGINS'  IS THE VICTORY
BEYOND THE STRIVINGS OF THE MANY IN 'WANTING TO BE WANTED'
AND THE UNHAPPINESS IN POWER QUESTS OF MISDIRECTIONS
THAT NEVER UNDERSTAND THEIR TREADMILLINGS
AS 'SUCCESSFUL ORGASM MAY NOT BE WHAT IS DESIRED'...

IT IS POWER GREATER THAN LOVE IN CART BEFORE HORSE PATHINGS
THE CONTROLZ OF OUTCOMES...THE MEDIATIONS OF IMITATIONS
MISSING THE THING, MISSING THE THING, MISSING THE THING
FOR IT IS ONLY 'LOVE IN TRUTH OF URGENCY' IN 'HEART PRESENCE WILL'
BEING IN INTIMATE PRESENCE THAT IS 'LOVING' GREATER THAN POWER

EMOTIONAL LANDSCAPES OF MOONSHINE THANKSGIVINGS
AN I CHING OF CHA CHING RESONANCE AS CASH REGISTERS
VIBRATING AS A BELL ON THE STEPS OF WISHFULNESS
THE MIDDLE KINGDOM OF THE HEART OF SHADOWS
AS EMPTINESS IN THE MILKY WAY STRANDS BRINGS
SELFLESSNESS IN THE INNER ARISINGS...

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